DancingInTheRain

2009-10-09T02:50:00.005+08:00

wooohoooooooo
i am SHIFTING TO http://www.wretch.cc/blog/tinaWQ
more fun than blogger!=)
but im still keeping this BLOGGER ~~
as memories~n contact of friends hehe

2009-10-08T00:56:00.022+08:00

UPDATES

ok, D.Base is my new commitment~its a new dance studio...at aljunied warehouse studio~~i know everything is always the toughest at the very beginning, like not enuf publisity, no students balabalaba...BUT i believe everything will turn out fine soon=)=)=)
here are some of my fav pics from the photoshoot~=)

the photographer likes my wrinkles lolol but i dun like hahaha

And i had a great bday this yr although it clashed wif suntec, like again -_- lolol

I LOVE the presents~~thanks ahboy for everything!!!

THE bestest card ever=)=)=)

thanks for the PINK IPOD NANO~~i LOVE IT=)=)=)

i love my friends and i love my boyfriend so so much!

this coming sat is AHYI 21st bday celebration, I CANT WAIT~~HAHAHA

PARTYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY~~
IT will sure be fun~! with all of us~hahaha

love ya ahyi!!=)=)=)

AND YUMYUMS is officially changed to

SUGAR SPICE AND EVERYTHING NICEEEE~~

AS we found out that Yumyums meand "BOOBS" in US -_-"""

BUT...just after we changed the name...we realised "sugar spice n everything nice" is POWERPUFF GIRL~~~

wooohooooooooooooo which means we from BOOBS turn into POWER PUFF GIRLS -_-

LOLOL

anw i am fine wif tat...its jus VICTORIA LULU~ had strong objection on it HAHHAA

but too bad~~too late to change already HAHAH

im getting more n more excited abt this comp hahahah

wif a whole punch of NOISY PPL LOLOL

we made damn alot noise during the video shoot...n it was not even full force....

it was without SEAH LINIAN THE SUPER NOISY AH LIAN HAHAHA n shiMINT n Niccc~

so can u imagine how noisy we will get when we are full force -_-

AND ALSO latern FESTIVAL WAS SOOO FUN!!!!!

ter blog already wrote abt it le so ya....

I WANT THE PICSSSSS hahahhaa

OK...1.30am....STUDY TIME~~~

i love studying~~i love my course~~i love my school~~

i LOVE BUSINESS MANAGEMENT~~

most exciting course EVER~!!!

ok this is soooooooooooo convincing~

byebye~

2009-10-03T02:18:00.003+08:00

woohooooooooo
FREAKING long never update my blog....

alot things to update but i lazy to HAHAHA
short one:

FINALLY YES FINALLY I CHANGED MY EZ LINK CARD TO DAY!!!! *CLAP CLAP CLAP

I had a wonderful dinner with my dear dear!!! n we both bought durian, his is for his grandma, mine is for allegra=)
and we today treated aan old ahma chicken wing when she came to collect empty cans from our table, she looked happy=) and tat made us very very happy too=)=)=)=)=)
sometimes it really takes only 1% effort just to make someone smile, by doing that, makes ourselves smile too=)
show more love to the ppl ard

YUMYUMSSSS is joining a dance comp on oct..finals on Dec...
this is gonna be so fun~yes im excited lol
HELLO we areeeee soooo YUMMMYYYYYYY YUMMMMYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY~
=)

here comes my projectssss...wooohoooooo...
2 more days to rush finish a 2000 words business reportt~~tat is soooo excitingggg~~
wooohoooo im so loving my courseee yeaa yeaaa yeaa
most EXCITING AND FUN course ever~~yea yea yea~~
im so high until i just want to bang my head on the wall yea yea yea~~

im so deep in love with my retarded boyfriend=)
so so so so so so so so so so so so so so much.....=)

will update more when im done wif my bloody report...
this seriously sucksssssssssssssssssssssssssss
n i am so goddamn slp..tmd....

2009-08-29T01:08:00.002+08:00

before i go rush my project...
i wanna shout out for my most drama groupd DRAMADS!!
tmr is the day!!

i know this grp is really ulti drama until couldnt be any drama le...
"weird" and funny things have been happening ever since this grp is formed hahaha
alot frustrations, alot low morale mnts, alot laughters, alot unhappiness and alot FUN AND FUN AND FUN=)
i seriously enjoyed alot, n all those "dramas" are what really make us special=)

i know tmr we wil be as great!
ken pls recover from fever soon=) we will dance for u tmr=) n we will have full force nx week!! hugs hugs hugs
n david is really too dope...learnt everything including formation within 2 hours n tmr must compete wif us on stage, seriously...i duno wad to say...respect is the word.

keep the faith=) i know everything will be great tmr=)
because i trust all of u and myself, i really really do.
to me ...winning or getting thru doesnt really matter, as long as i reach my own expectation.
the last thing i want is to leave any regrets on stage.
n i have always been reminding myself i will never do tat as a dancer...no regrets.

JIA YOU DRAMADS=) JIA YOU NRA!

and im really so so so so thankful for u...thanks for everything ahboy...
with you...i could go through every single shit...because i know u will always be here for me...
i love u=) thanks for every every everything...u are the best ever=)

2009-08-21T14:02:00.000+08:00

The Way I Am lyrics

If you were falling, then I would catch you.
You need a light, I'd find a match.

Cause I love the way you say good morning.
And you take me the way I am.

If you are chilly, here take my sweater.
Your head is aching, I'll make it better.

Cause I love the way you call me baby.
And you take me the way I am.

I'd buy you Rogaine when you start losing all your hair.
Sew on patches to all you tear.

Cause I love you more than I could ever promise.
And you take me the way I am.
You take me the way I am.
You take me the way I am.

=)

2009-08-18T00:49:00.010+08:00

this week has been quite crazy...
n nx week is gonna be even crazier...
2 individual essays to hand in...both weight 40%...
bloody hell...
i am physically n mentally tired...

Suntec heats is nx sat~
lets do a better job DramaDS=)
i enjoyed myself last sat=) altho i only full out like 60%? lolol
but its the feeling of being on stage...makes me feel alive again=)
we will work even harder to be better ok~jia you

projects are really driving me crazy...im dying...
i dun have to and also dun like to write the "stress" word on my face all the time to show the whole world that i am really stressed up...
thanks ahboy for being here=) telling me that this is not my limit...
thanks kak su for all the random msg hahaha...it always happen to cheer me up at the right time=)
it really means alot to me=)
i seriously hate this period...seriously tmd want to quit school...
but i wunt la...i dun want to be killed by my parents...
jia you Bec for both suntec and ur school proj too!!
i know u are as stressed as me hahaha...lets chiong tgt=)

i know its hard...n no matter hooooooowwww i complain...i know myself wunt give up...
because i am just as stubborn...=)

ok enuf complaining lol...time to slp le~~TMR TANGLIN + PROJECT -_-"

i love my sweetest ahboy=)
Thank you=)

Suntec / projects

2009-08-16T18:49:00.000+08:00

Congrate to All groups that got in Suntec heats~
LETS work hard TOGETHER for the nx round!=)
GOOOOOO Drama(DS)!!!=)=)=)

N now bk to reality...
PROJECT!!!!!!!
SUXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
WHY DO I HAVE TO STUDY HISTORY????!!!!

2009-08-14T02:01:00.003+08:00

1 more day to Suntec 2009=)
jiayou DRAMA(DS)!!!=)=)=)
jiayou NRA!!!
my most random group lolol
lets just have fun on stage=)

Happy 1 and half year anniversary love!!!!!
thanks for being the sweetest ever=)=)=)
i love you with all my heart=)

2009-08-09T01:30:00.006+08:00

PROJECT REALLY SUCKSSS -_-

yeaaa finally bought new cam today~~HOT PINK Cannon~~woohoooo
same as ahboy one~
now im really the official pinkish girl...Pink handphone...Pink wallet...Pink camera~
but i loveeeeeee it~~lolol

6 more days to Suntec~JIA YOU dramaDS!!!! woooohooooo
lets rock the stage=)

bk to proj....SUCKSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

ahboy is the sweetest=)=)=)

2009-08-07T14:12:00.004+08:00

I SERIOUSLY CAN NOT STAND NOISY PPL INSIDE LIB!!!

the 2 guys sitting beside me in NP LIB are seriously talking too loud!!!!!!!
FREAKING HELL!!!!!!!
5 more mins im going to switch seats AND COMPLAIN!!!!
bloody hell
i kept on "TZE" and showing black face, BUT they dun seem to get it!
SHUT UPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP LAAAAAAAAAA

projects are driving me crazy!!!!

2009-08-06T18:09:00.002+08:00

I just like being SILLY -_-

N the girl sitting beside me in LIB has just farted!

ok i am frustrated

2009-08-03T23:36:00.000+08:00

I STILL CANT BELIEVE TAT JOYCE AND THE BOYS WON 3RD!!!!!!
ITS TOO EXCITING ALREADY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i cant wait for tmr to come!!!!
I MISSED MY AHBOY!!!!!

n today class at bendemeer was FUN!!!
i love the students...great potential and great attitude~~way to go=)
we shall jia you tgt!!=)=)
motivated~~

currently doing research for HMT project~~
sucksssssssssss lolol

BUT I AM HAPPY!!!!!! WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~~~~

2009-08-03T00:16:00.005+08:00

I AM SO SO SO SO SO SO HAPPY FOR
JOYCE AND THE BOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i cant wait for ahboy to be back wif my NICE NICE SHOESSS!!=)=)=)=)=)
I MISS YOU!!!!

=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)

2009-07-30T00:38:00.003+08:00

right now ah boy is on the airplane to Vegas...with joyce and the boys!!
presenting SG~~how cool it is!
but i miss him miss him like mad already...=(=(=(
I know he will definately have a good time there=)
well...maybe NOT by looking at hotties lolol
but i believe joyce will enjoy checking those hotties out HAHAHAHA
Opsssssssssssss
JIA YOU JIA YOU!!
no matter wad the outcome is...SG will be proud of Joyce and the BOYS~=)

I AM NOT GANGSTAAAAAAAAAA
I AM NOT FIERCEEEEEEEEEEEE
=((((((((
sad...yesterday i made the most naughty boy in the afternoon class CRY
now im officially become the gangsta teacher le....
sigh....but i really nv do anything to him...
i nv even raised up my voice...
he got mad be4 i did...n started crying a little girl...zzzzzzzzz
yuan wang ar~~~
im really not fierce=((((

n i cant stop complaining tat i got 5 PROJECTS this sem
sucks to the max....

AND i seriously hope i wunt screw my schedule again!!
i already missed 2 lectures because i screwed my own schedule zzzz
how smart it is...

SUNTEC audition is in 2 weeks time...
1st assignment dateline is 3 weeks later...
great~~
CHIONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

I MISS TERENCE THEN GUO QIANG!=(
come bk soon dear=)
with my nice nice shoes LOL

2009-07-15T01:29:00.009+08:00

well i know i really damnnn long nv blog le...

have been real busy since im bk from china...

actually i also duno wad exactly im busy wif lolol

just dance dance & dance~~

i busy until i havnt even upload the pics of my China trip,

n i jus bought new phone, its PINKKKKK~~=)=)=)

but i havnt put any songs inside also...busyyyyy...

yea im really busy lolol...n i get tired easily recently...must be the age lolol

TMR is my 1st day of sch, actually its supposed to be monday...but i overlooked my "amended" timetable, i missed my 1st lesson, great~~

yeaaa finally im going bk SIM tmr~~ok i actually not tat excited hahaa

sian sch starts...project....examss.....hate it man....

today waacking session was fun! we laughed alot hahaha

but i really need to work on my freestyleeeee...i suck at it

JIA YOU JIA YOU~!=)

anw ZOO is soooooo FUNNNNNN~!

soooo long nv go zoo~its really very fun..altho end of the day, we all almost died hahaha

somemore i still had suntec training at night, nearly faint hahaha

but its fun~! Must go again soon! =)

ok i better go slp now le...TMR MORNING GOT TANGLIN

arghhhhhhhhh~~~

i hate morning classes....the students better be good tmr...

Suntec~Jiayou!!=)

PS. i love my retarded boyfriend!=)

2009-06-30T01:33:00.003+08:00

wooohooooooooooo
bk from china~~great trip=) i love my grandparents n my parents!!!=)

TBG has been GREAT too!!
COOL MINT!! WCO!! LEE'S WAACKING!! SD CREW!! ALL STARS!! N balabala
oh my god....its like a dream come true to watch ALL of them LIVE!
heheh pics to be up soon!

jus bk from ahboy open studio~was fun!!
ahboy zui bang~~lolol
danced alot since im bk...n i felt happy!!

but sch starts already...S.U.C.K.S
nvm its ok...i wan faster grad also hehe

ok tired lol nitessssssssss
TMR tanglin~~sian
BUT i gt sexy diamond shirt=)=)=)

2009-06-10T03:50:00.005+08:00

=)=)=)

8 more hrs=)
i will be see my dear parents...eating nice nice hometown food...

ahyi is trying to catch her 1 hr slp now on my bed be4 i drag her up to airport hahaha
poor thing...but THANKS ahyi=) LOVE YOU always
hope u will have a great morning ahead after i fly off=)=)=)

ok im pretty sure that i will miss singapore, my friends. dance...
n esp my beloved ahboy so so so so so so much...=(
but its ok....2 weeks v fast one....
i will stay healthy...wear mask...eat vitamine C...drink alot water everyday=)
i love u ahboy...pls dun worry...i will be bk safely=)

ok last week highlight~
finally FBEATX had our union dinner after such a long long timeeeeeee=)
n the jokes abt delin's "fastest choreo", ahyi's "off count" showcase, n hw we used to do our own stuffs n forever in our own world during trainings, balabala
still sound so funny as if it jus happened yesterday=)
i miss u girls so much
we should have more outings tgt~!
but everyone is so busy nw...sigh...
BUT i know..no matter hw busy we are, there is always a space in the heart for each other=)
i love u girls so much
YEO GEK CHU aka NIUNIU, i miss all the laughters during the trainings, u are the only one that understand my jokes the most LOL
ZHUANG DELIN aka AHLIN...i miss ur auntie voice n miss being "irritated" by u so so much=)
MAE CHONG aka NEMO, stop bullying me..seriously lol
ALLEGRA GONG SHU JUAN aka housemate lol dun slap me by calling ur full name lol =)
CHEN PEIYI aka AHYI ahyiiiiii~~best frienddddddddddd lol=)
GOH CHIEN YEN....u shuttup lol
lovessssssssss deep deep=)

35 mins to wake ahyi up~~
50 mins to leave hse!!!
omg omg i nervous already~~
HOME SWEET HOME~~
swine flu pls go away~!!

i miss ahboy already=(

2009-06-04T02:06:00.003+08:00

HAPPY~~"AYE~~~"
lolol the cutest ever~

i've now become an official fan of "fairytale"
n something i learnt from this manga
NEVER GIVE UP~!!
fight till the end=)

JIA YOU~Chiong le!!!!!

2009-05-29T00:18:00.012+08:00

UPDATESSS

fly me to the moon~~~
hahahah had fun doing this show for ryan...
but seriously...the bloody heels is killing me big time...
but its fun =)

how come we all look quite chubby here?
or only JJ? LOLOL=p

LAO YING BIRTHDAY!!!

the blindfolded queen hahahha

presenting the present~~hehe

hippppoooooo~~

PICNIC IS FUN!!

US=)

colorful balloons make me happy!! =)

i love this pic hehe

taken by karin nice camera~

nx time when i start work...i also wanna buy those professonal camera
take all the nice nice pics=)
n u know wad...im going picnic tmr again!!!
karin was like "HAHAHA enjoy ur sun burn~~"

recently the sun is seriously scary

hope tmr wunt be soooo bad

n tmr night is my tanglin girls virgin performance~~

heheh excited~cant wait to see my babies on stage=)

IM FLYING BACK CHINA in 12 dayssssss

i jus saw NRA BLOG...Alvin de castro is coming to conduct workshop on 11th june...just 1 day after i fly off -_-""""" great timing.....

but nvm...12 days more i can eat NICE NICE hometown food~~

see my family n friends~~!!

swine flu pls stay away from me -__-"

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suntec
i hope things will get smoother for us sooon

seems like we really quite suay hahah

but its ok~LETS WORK HARD TGT heheh

jia you!!!

2009-05-22T02:40:00.002+08:00

everything will be fine=)

recently...i enjoy teaching tanglin more n more...
i enjoying it even more when i am not doing it for money...
im proud of myself n the kids for putting up the perf in 2 days....
n the feeling is jus sooooo contented...
really...great feeling=)
im loving it=)

n now is 3.30am...
i have to be at tanglin in less than 8 hrs time lolol
ok will update more soon~
nitesssssssss

to you i hope things will work out better for u this time=)
loves deep deep!=)

2009-05-14T02:24:00.005+08:00

"Sometimes skulls are thick. Sometimes hearts are vacant. Sometimes words don’t work..."
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Happy 15th month anniversary love~
i love you...blessed=)

2009-05-13T17:04:00.003+08:00

woooohoooooo~~~
FINALLY exams are over~~!!!
n FINALLY i got my lap top back!!!!
HOLIDAY~~~=)=)=)
100000000000millions * =)

1ST OF ALL
i really wanna thank ahboy for the support and encouragement for the past few weeks....
thanks for tolerating my real real bad temper...
thanks for dropping by my hse pass me chocolate...
thanks for all the sms...all the words...
jus really thank you for everything=)
i love you!!=)=)=)

n also thank KAKSU ahbec ahyi ahnian ahmin n everyone who has shown me support and and love and "lucks"
really...all those meant quite alot in the past few HORRIBLE weeks...
esp kak su LOL
without u...the past few weeks really would have been bored like MAD
n SEAH LINIAN...u saved my life...without u...i might have failed my paper hahaha
i talk like i have won some awards HAHAHA
loves!!

AND of course my classmates~! hahaha
yeaaa finally we can go shopping, eat nice food!!!

AND MY CHINA TRIP~~~
i going back soon~~~hahah cant wait to go bk...
see my family~~my friends!!
n eat nice nice food!!
altho i will miss ahboy like mad =/

lots things to update but lazy to do so hahaha
waacking was fun last night~!!
wooohooooo jia you jia you~!!

=)

2009-04-30T23:35:00.002+08:00

pretty~

studying for MAB now...
recently i kana amazed by myself for locking myself at home studying...
i've been lying on this bed for more than 15 hrs per day....everyday at most go out teach classes n immediately come bk home...
Suraiya said she is VERY shocked...well...i am too...
n this is because i very upset tat i actually FAILED accounting mid term test...
HOW CAN I FAIL ACCOUNTING????!!!
i seriously dun understand how did tat happen...
altho its jus tat 1.5 marks...but i failedddddddddddddd...
=(((((
tats why i have been locking myself at home...
i cant wait for this 7 days to be over man...
exams suckssssss
but afterall...i still kinda amazed by myself...which is a good thing...

i know i complain alot recently...due to all the stress-es
nt only abt study...
i stress over coping my time wif dance classes...
Tanglin perf...gonna change the whole item...
Nanhua pri perf...have to finish the drama part n cleaning ups in 2 lessons...
still need to cut the stars for those little kings n queens..
"Miss tina~~my mummy say she doesnt know hw to make costume...she asking whether u can do for me...and she will pay you~~" *in super innocent tune....
nowerdays teaching still must know hw to be a good babysitter...
but ok la...the kids are adorable...well SOMETIMES ONLY...
n talk abt tanglin...it jus takes sooooo much energy...to handle the difficult teacher...
but overall...i kinda like the students there...cause at least i know most of them really love dancing...which somehow keeps me going =)

n my mense stopped for 1 n half month again...everytime when i stress...my mense will stop...
nt like joyce...she can control her mense haahhaa
like when she feels she is v girly this period...mense will come...
when she feels she is v manly...the mense will stop lolol

i duno wad i am talking...also duno wad im trying to say...
altho dance n study have been stressful...it jus seems i gt sooo many things to do at one time...but i never regret abt the life i chose...=)

but there are jus so many things in life i cant stop complaining abt...
like wad i mentioned in the previous entry...even the woman keep on yawning on bus also pissed me off...
n once in awhile i wan to vent everything out...
ok i duno if it makes sense or nt...
whatever...
i dun care if anyone understands...
but im sure suraiya understands lolol

ok go bk continue studying le...
MAB...sucksssssssssssssssssssssssss

2009-04-29T00:11:00.007+08:00

Today is a gift...

Today i started my day wif Commercial Law exam...
its kinda demoralising..ok i would say its VERY demoralising...
i spent quite a long time on this subject (comparing to all the other subjects i having now or ever had before)
n i immediately get demoralised after the exam when i realised i applied the wrong law for the last ques...n tat happened to my most confident ques....-_-"" great~
n then i demoralised...
n then i started to complain to ppl...
n then i continue being demoralised....

n then i took long bus journey to bugis to teach class...
before class...i called Silkair airline to book ticket go bk china on june...celebrating my grandpa's 80th birthday which is on 20th june..
n the stupid lady told me the earliest date to come bk after 20th is 24th...which is same day as YOKOI WORKSHOP...i already bought the workshop...n i have to sell it away...
anw david bought the workshop...but i so depress that i cant go yokoi class...
altho i have taken his class last yr n last last year...
but i still so sad tat i have to miss this year one...
n yes i jus so sad...
but haiya...nvm....at least i still got lee's waacking...cant wait cant wait...
n yes ahyi...pls save money tgt ok...n go japan tgt...

after class...i took another long bus journey home, n its really a super long journey...
it took me 1 and half hours to reach jurong east -_-""""
n i had alot alot thoughts on the bus...
i looking out of the window...looking at houses...condos...HDBs...cars...buses...
alot thoughts...
n then i took 334 home...this kinda pissing me off...cause the bus driver driving damn slow...
n the ppl on the bus also pissing me off....they jus look so life-less...
n this lady in front of me keep yawning...until i piss ....which i duno why also...guess jus nt in the mood lol

n then when i reached my house downstairs...i decided to da bao food home...n the stupid waitress also pissing me off....
she is plum...fat...ugly...huge boobs...seductive look...looks like those will sleep wif other ppl husband kind...
everytime i go there buy food...she gave me attitude...today also same bad attitude...
jus after i ordered..gt this quite tall n fit mid-age man came collect his food, she suddenly turned into a smiley person...n spoke v seductively..."oh~u gt 50 cents ah~? goooood~~"
wth...tat kinda disgust me...n i immediately rolled my eyes right in front of her...
she made me almost no appetite to eat
gross...

n then when i reached home...shimin came...for massage...
then i jus sitting downstairs acc her...watching her "scream" lol

n now im about to go study marketing...sucks....
i cant wait for this 2 weeks to end...
i need a break from all the booooooks...
desperately....

tmr will be a better...altho i have to go bk tanglin watch some showcase...
abit waste time...
but nvm...i can meet ahboy lunch after tat=)...lousy boy...2 days mc...lol

long post...im jus in the mood of talking nonsense...
great...bye....

2009-04-24T00:42:00.004+08:00

BUSINESS LAW
MANAGEMENT ACCOUNTING AND BUSINESS
MARKETING PRINCIPLES
MACROECONMIC

this is seriously driving me crazy...

i cant wait for this 2 weeks to end...
I WANNA DANCE!!!
WITHOUT WORRYING ABT MY STUDYS!!!

N I WANNA GO SHOPPING!!!

ok im jus too stressed up...
signing off...

PS. GOOD JOB ~NP lecturers~!
i had fun teaching you all!!=)=)=)

n PPS. i love you boy=)

2009-04-11T02:17:00.006+08:00

"The origin of sorrow is desire."
be contented.

currently addicted to the GB n facebook Restaurant city lolol
how to study like tat hahaha
too many distractions...
but no matter wad...i am still gonna pass ALL my subjects~!
ok maybe i should aim higher abit?
like at least All credit?=/ lolol

JIAYOU too all the nra groups tat get into Groove in the west semi and SBDC final tmr and sunday~
i know u all will rock the stage=)
jia you ahboy~rmb to smile=) lol

n tmr is Redeafination 2nd class...jia you ahmin hahaha
the class was fun last week, i TOTALLY ENJOYED MYSELF so much teaching them...
n i have to say...i really really admire them...so much...
altho they cant hear anything...
i can see tat they are dancing wif their heart & passion...
jus by watching how hard they are trying...to learn the routine...i am inspired...
im touched by how positive they are towards life...
im so grateful tat i am given this oppt to work wif them...teach them...
really learnt alot...including some simple sign languages haha=)
jus like wad ahmin said...it jus feels so good to help ppl=)
its priceless.
so jia you ahmin~~tmr its ur turn~~show the love~~=)

2009-04-01T22:07:00.006+08:00

this is the cute puppy tat me n ahboy once saw at pet shop, love his pink nose=)

jus watched "Marley and me" online...cried like shit...

its too sad to see dogs passed away...

this kinda remind me of the puppy tat i kept when i was still in primary school, he is a v small puppy, naughty and playful...one day after sch...i was happily chiong-ing home to play wif him...but when i reached home...i couldnt find him at the door...usually he would come n "welcome" me home...but tat day he was not there...n i found him under the chair...lying down quietly...he ate something wrong and kept on vomitting...i cried like shit...i prayed so hard tat he will be fine he will be fine...but he didnt survive...

n also the puppy tat i kept when i was at sec 3, my mother always complained about he anyhow shit at home...n she couldnt wait to get rid of him...i fought wif her over tat for abt 68379797980 times...gt once i even ran away from home wif him after a big fight wif mum...so finally he is

allowed to stay...but one day i fed him too much rubbish food...he end up lao sai all over the place...n when my father was doing the cleaning up, he ran away from house, until now i still not sure if its really he ran away from the house or it's my father or mother let him out...i cried for weeks...everyday cried at night when i slp...i missed him so much...

i missed all my dogs...i still rmb how i used to feed them...kiss them...hug them to slp...play wif them...share snacks wif them...n how they cheered me up when i was sad or feeling lonely...=(

i cant wait to have a dog again...wif ahboy...our own house n dog...i cant wait...=)

"A dog has no use for fancy cars or big homes or designer clothes, a waterlogged stick will do just fine. A dog doesnt care if you are rich or poor, clever or dull, smart or dumb.
Give them your heart and he will give you his..."

2009-03-24T03:00:00.006+08:00

to you & you & you & you & you & you
& myself......

it's all abt the mind....
jia you=)

2009-03-23T00:13:00.002+08:00

lolol
i think this is cute haha
=)

i love you=)

2009-03-22T11:14:00.004+08:00

biting the lips....
it will be over soon....

mentally drained....

i need more quality slp...desperately....

i need more strength....

2009-03-19T00:22:00.003+08:00

Marketing project seriously driving me crazy...
i feel i look 15 years older recently...sleepy eyes...messy hair...ulti bad mood...
n my mense stopped for 2 months...due to the stress....
this is seriously bad...
bad...bad...bad...bad...bad....
i cant wait for nx wed to come...no more project...i wanna eat nice food...catch more sleep...
spend more time wif ahboy...
dance more...
cut my hair...happier mood...
yes i need tat..
marketing....s.u.c.k.s.......

had waacking session yesterday....it was FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN!
n its really very difficult...esp my left hand, cant waack properly at all...feels like a retarded kid...
must prac very very hard~~wooohooooooooo waack waack waack!!!~~=)

havn't seen kak su for ages...she is sick...n trying her best to find a job...
hope someone will call her for interview soon..
jia you kak su!

n JIAYOU CHEN PEIYI!!!
heheheh~i will pray v v hard for u~
cant wait to see u at "nutcracker" HAHAHA
=)=)=)

recently my temper really not very good...i get irritated very easily...
i get irritated ulti easily when i am HUNGRY...n lack of sleep...
i cant take it when im hungry but no time to eat...
because i very scared of losing weight...n i cant stand myself losing weight!
i need to put on more weight...i dun want to look like a skinny monkey=/
tats y my temper gets really very bad when i am hungry...
hungry me = angry me....
ahboy can prove this haha=)
n i also cant stand lack of sleep...lack of slp also will cause losing weight n WRINKLES n TIRED SKIN n SKINNY SHARP FACE...NO NO NO NOOOOOO
yes im jus very easily irritated recently...

i miss ahboy so much....n he is so busy wif his competitions...
every weekend we have to squeeeeeeze time to spend time tgt...
but its ok...im fullllly supportive...
because if he n his grp win the comp...
HE GONNA SHARE ALL HIS MONEY WIF ME~!!!!!!
RITE RITE RITE AH BOY~~?????
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
give me 1000 voucher n 1000 cashhhhhhhhhhhh LOLOL

OK enuf of crapSSSSSSSSSSS
i should go slp le...if nt tmr i sure black face again
lol yes i gt bad temper~~soooooo whaaaaaaaat~
lol n yes i bad attitude, but still much better than ORANGE SEAH LINIAN~lol
ok good nite~

tmr marketing project again...
arghhhhhhhh kill me pls...pls...jus kill me nowwwwwww...zzzzzzzzzzzzz

2009-03-17T01:17:00.000+08:00

i love you mae...we all do....
take care...
hugs...

2009-03-11T23:37:00.004+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhh
i wish i can choreoooooo fastttttttttttttt~~~~
why i dont have ann or fredy kosman or terence then xiao qiang's brain!!!!!~~
stress stress stress....

n MARKETING PROJECT SUCKS!!!!!

2009-03-07T23:31:00.002+08:00

Business Law is driving me CRAZY!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2009-03-04T21:56:00.003+08:00

Random Post

Marketing seriously suckssssss
the mcq questions are so goddamn difficult....
n the project is WORSEEEEEEEEE

Accounting also another headache...

now is Commercial LAw....
woohooooo wad interesting subjects i having this semester...
i cant wait for sunday to come...last paper...then i will be free~~
hmmm at least free for few more weeks for the exams -_-""""

Life has been really busy n busy
yesterday was my Last class wif ACS international~
greattttt~...ACS I has really been a BIG headache...everytime go there teach is like fighting a war..
but when i stepped out of the hall...i actually felt abit she bu de them...they are really not bad kids...jus abit hyper...ok VERY hyper...lol

nx week i really must go cut my hair wif KAK SU...
today my hair wassss soooo bad tat i have to tie it up to go out....
nx week nx week..
new hair new life BETTER LUCK~~lolol

i cant wait for june to come...
going bk home sweet home~~
i just dreamt of my parents last night...i really miss them alot...
tat day when i was bathing...i suddenly tot of my father...cause his birthday coming soon...
then i realised...be4 i come sg....he was only 48...n now...he is already 55...55...55....
in this 6 / 7 yrs....i only saw him n mum for 5 or 6 times...
each time we spent tgt is only abt 2 weeks....
everytime i see them...i found them gt more n more white hair....more n more wrinkles....=(
this really makes me v heart pain...
n soon they will be 60 over....officially become old uncle n auntie...=(
no wonder they keep asking me faster get married n give them a grandchild...
hai...sometimes i really feel v bad for being such a selfish daughter...
=(=(=(=(=(
i love you papa mama....
n i miss you...so so so so much...

ok i am now kinda motivated to study le...
shout to myself : MUST STUDY HARD!!!!!
will NOT let parents / myself / Ahboy down...
STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!!

2009-02-25T23:33:00.008+08:00

there are times tat i really jus choose to bet my life on luck...
there are times tat i absolutely doubt on myself...
there are times tat i doubt on the decisions tat i have made...
there are times tat i keep saying "ok i give up" but i didnt...

there are times when i say "i give up" n i really just do...

for example like...tmr is my marketing test...
i tried so hard to study the notes...but i jus cant get anything in...
i jus cant...nothing gets into my mind...

so i watched 2 movies on ppstream...then i uploaded old pics on facebook...
n then i watched vids on youtube...
now its 11.36pm...i am updating my blog...
n half an hour later...i will be sleeping soundly cause tmr i have to wake up at 6am to teach class...
the worst is i dun even feel panic abt the test tmr...i mean not yet....

i jus keep telling myself "mcq questions only...how hard can be mcq questions be?"
i had the same "spirit" when i was doing my OB project last sem...
n i got 6 marks out of 25....great......
but thank god tat i still get credit for the final result..
ok i know its nothing to be proud of...

how...
how how how...
i jus cant get anything in....
i know this sounds absolutely ridiculous...
in fact...i am ashamed of myself too...
totally am...

luck.
tats all i need for tmr.

2009-02-16T00:21:00.002+08:00

Happy 1 year my sexy love
=)=)=)=)=)
i love you=)

2009-02-08T20:45:00.019+08:00

ok updates!
life has been busy busy n busy~~

pics~~

CHINESE NEW YEAR

steamboat at home~~YUMMY YUMMY!

CHIEN YEN has been singing S.H.E songs for the wholeeee night...n allegra refused to be inside this pic cause she nv put make up..

thanks ahyi fred joyce chienyen for acc us=)

robert family~~=)

vivo~~i know the sun is too bright...my ahboy cant even open his eyes properly~

ahdou paychee n us~=)

gambling at the beach...n i kana bitten by sandfly tat night -_-"

wowhooooo~~we r nt drunk~we r not drunk~~

bec house BBQ~the bday girl wif all her retarded friends haha

happy birthday beckie!!!

thanks for being a nice friend, thanks for always being there,

N THANKS for telling me MUST GO LECTURE in my dreams~

u are really a good drive haha

miss calculator hahaha
LOVES!

n then its allegra bday~~

lovely cupcakessss~

the scratching butt part is seriously too funny HAHAHAHA

me n ahyi really tried our best nt to laf out so we wunt spoil the suprise...n we almost died because of tat hahaha

happy birthday roomie=) loves

N THEN ITS POST PARTY~~

retro party~~

matured girl dating a sec school boy~~this is sooo wrong~

rock n roll~~

joyce really looks like a man hahaha

n i seriously duno wats chien yen doing hahahaha act angmo hahaha

VICTORIA LULULULULULU cai xuan~~~lolol=)

HAPPPY BIRTHDAY=)

the camwhorrrrre girlssss~

TANGLIN~~=)

N.Y.D.C.=)

watched "taken" n "awake" at dee house last night...good movies!!

n we now afraid of travelling alone n operations hahaha

n i jus knew "taken" is not in cinema yet...its coming on april if nv rmb wrongly...

go catch it~~a nice movie~

mag n dee is flying off to melb soon...=(

jia you in dancing / study=)

will miss you 2 so so much~loves=)

n i CANT WAIT FOR MARCH TO COME!!!

my rich month~~

n my tests also coming=((((

sian sian sian sian sian~must start to read books now...

must studyyy hard~earn big money n BUY HOUSE!!!

i sooo envy ore tat he is buying his new house for marriage...

n his new house is sooooooooooooooo niceeeeeeeee~!! doesnt look like HDB at all...

5 more years to go~!!=)=)=)

ok im tired...

gonna go slack n prepare for another busy day tmr~=)

tata~

2009-01-30T00:48:00.004+08:00

I GOT DECAY TOOTH AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
jus now when i brushing my teeth...it hurtsssssss...
until now it still hurtsssss=((((
i seriously dun wanna see dentist...
i hate dentist...
since im like....9 yrs old? or even younger....
i hate dentisttttttttttttt~
i used to see dentist abt once a week...when i was in pri sch...
n 1 of my tooth was plucked out 3 years ago~
tat makes me hate dentist even more....
chien yen is my only bor gay sister..
she also plucked out 1 of her tooth...haha
hai ~decay tooth=((((((((

ok holiday is over...
will upload the pics soon~
n my insanely BUSY schedule starting from nx week onwards...
but at least being busy means more money...
there r alot stuffs i wanna buy n alot alot things i wanna do...
$$$$$$$$~

jingjing told me 2009 is a good year for rats....
i absolutely hope sooooo...
cause it's been seriously quite sucky since 1st of jan haha
nt only to me..but also to alot ppl ard me...
since now its the REAL new year...hope things will turn better soon~
esp to kak su n ahyi...keep the faith..loves=)

no matter how bad or good this year will be...
as long as ahboy is wif me...im contented=)=)=)

2 more weeks to 14th FEB!!!!
woooooohooooooooooooo
chilly crab~~mai pian prawn~~butter pork ribs~~ice cream~~
i seriously cant wait=)=)=)

tmr morning is tanglin~~need to carry my lap top again=/
now i really very scared to carry my lap top out...
cause tat time i ALMOST lost it after the studiowu open house workshop...
n i didnt even realise till abt 40 mins later...-_-"""
this is seriously scary shit...
if i really lose my lap top...i can jus jump down from my hse window le...
hai...i should really stop being so freaking care-less...
ok go slp le~nitessssssssss

i love my stupid gay ahboy~=)

2009-01-22T17:29:00.002+08:00

This is us lyrics.

I'm like a sunday morning.
Your like friday night.
And when we kiss it's the perfect weekend,
No rain in sight.
And when I'm feelin incomplete your my missing piece.
And when you need your breath taken away I'll be your thief.

From the start to the end we don't need to pretend
That were perfect all the time.
Cuz we know what we have through the good and the bad
It's the strength that you can't deny.

I don't need to find a million reasons why
This is us. This is us.
And this is how we love.
Some ways we're different but together we're so right.
This is us. This is us.
And this is how we love.

And even if we fall apart we'll never feel alone.
Just like the moon starts risin' our hearts bring us home.
We can always find eachoher like the northern star.
Doesn't matter where we are our love can't go that far.

From the start to the end we don't need to pretend
That were perfect all the time.
Cuz we know what we have through the good and the bad
It's the strength that you can't deny.

I don't need to find a million reasons why
This is us. This is us.
And this is how we love.
Some ways we're different but together we're so right.
This is us. This is us.
And that's the way we love.

We don't always see eye to eye.
You might see a million colors.
I just see it black and white.
Aint no way we could get much higher
Cuz when we touch it feels like fire
We both know how good this feels.

Yes we do baby because
This is you. This is me. This is us.

love this song=)

2009-01-14T02:15:00.003+08:00

WACKING IS SOOOOOO FUN!!!=)
jia you girls=)=)=)

n happy 11th month dear!!!
i love you i love you
i love you!!!=)=)=)

2009-01-11T02:02:00.004+08:00

"Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live."

Anthem Of Our Dying Day lyrics

The stars will cry their blackest tears tonight
and this is the moment that i live for
I can smell the ocean air.
And here i am pouring my heart onto these rooftops
just a ghost to the world
that's exactly,exactly what i need.

From up here the city lights burn like a thousand miles of fire
and I'm here to sing this anthem of our dying day.
For a second i wished the tide
would swallow every inch of this cityas you gasp for air tonight.
I'd scream this songright in your face if you were here
I swear I wont miss a beat 'Cause I never, never have before.

From up here the city lights burn like a thousand miles of fire
and I'm here to sing this anthem of our dying day
of our dying day.of our dying day.of our dying...

this is the song tat meredith used in the jazz workshop in nra...
i miss her classes so much...
i need to find the feeling back soon...real soon...

i love you dear..thanks for everything..really...im nothing without u...

2009-01-07T11:14:00.008+08:00

my love=)
=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)

today i woke up wif a big big smile on my face..

cause I had sweet dreams last night...i dreamt abt me and ahboy's wedding...the feelings is so damn real...wif all the nra close friends who is helping us prepare the wedding...so sweet..i jus cant wait for the day to come=)

and then when i on my pc...i received "ice-cream" n "ahboy" too=)

thanks for everything..i love you so so so so much=)=)=)

i hope this is a sign of a happier start=)

2009-01-07T01:00:00.004+08:00

trying my best to figure it out...
.
.
.
all i need is ice-cream n you...

2009-01-06T01:02:00.006+08:00

new year resolution:
to be a GOOD PERSON...

n then i realise...its actually 1 of the toughest thing for me...

it sucks...it hurts.....more than i tot it would.......
.
.
.
bt jiawen jus kissed me on my cheek which made me smile=)
then i think of ahboy...im contented....=)

2009...nt a good start...
but definately will be better...
yea it will be...
to me...
to u u and you...

2009-01-02T23:29:00.006+08:00

GOODBYE 2008~

i have to say i really really enjoyed the dec of 2008 sooo much...non-stop parties...pics takings until so shagggg hahaha really enjoy life to the max~
anw 2008 really pass damn fast...fast until i cant really rmb wad exactly happened in this one year:
Hightlights of 2008=)

Jan-FUNKA~yea i think funka 08 is really the last comp of fbeatx...absolutely enjoyed it...esp when ahyi n chien yen this 2 extra hahah~kidding la...7 members of fbeatx is really damnnnn fun~i miss the good times=)

Feb-V'DAY~~~~this is 1 of the best thing tat have happened in 2008..in my life...
i love you ahboy...im so thankful for you really...u have added sooo many colors into my life...everything become so meaningful...and u also have no idea how much a better person you have made me=) thanks for everything dear...6 more years=) i cant wait to spend my life wif you...buy house buy dog...have children...grow together...i love you=)

March-BUSYBUSY n stress over Fantazia 08~first time choreograph items for dance production...really great experience...n i definately enjoyed the process altho its really damn stressful when the concert days are closer n my own showcase item still MESSY like shittttt..hahah but really really very gd exp=)

April-FANTAZIA 08~~i really really enjoyed the last showcase sagment, during stage run n the showday, when i sitting on stage watching the showcases...i really felt like crying...the feeling really damn good...i see the love n the passion...it really touched me so so deeply...i love NRA=)

May-BUSY BUSY n stress again over StudioWu recital~ok I REALLY ENJOYED THIS DAMNNNNNN ALOT~really...its 1st time i work wif ppl like JUNCHAO~HOUSEKING-jiajun, Farid, baowen, Victoria LU CAI XUAN, KAK SU~n yew seng batch ppl=)
ok this is really a break thru for me...i have to admit tat i really felt DAMN demoralised when i do junchao style hahah...i seriously look shit...really i never bluff...i LOOK LIKE SHITTTTTTTT~lolol n also my 1st time do a house item altho its jus tat short short 1 min....but i really stress like shit....but its really soooo fun~i enjoyed the showdays...really alot alot...the murderer sessions...the running to bus stop~the act thai driver scene lolol...the group warm up in the garden....really too funny...we laughed like shit all the time...so much fun...thanks for the memories=)

AND ANOTHER HAPPIEST THING HAPPENED IN MAY IS :
I FINALLY QUIT MY JOB!!! I GOT MY FREEDOM BACK~~WOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
HAHAHAA TATS REALLY DAMNNNN SHIOK TO GET MY FREEDOM BACK
im loving it~

June-HOME SWEET HOME~~~finally i went back china...i saw my lovely parents and my lovely friends=)=)=) i really missed them so much...altho its jus 1 week i spent wif them...but im contented...im happy tat they all are happy...
esp my parents...altho there are more white hair on their head...the wrinkles also getting more obvious on their faces...but 1 thing im sure is that they are so much happier now...n tat makes me happy=)
i love you baba mama...i jus wish u all will stay happy forever...forever n ever...i love you both=)

July-RP performance...hahah i willl never forget about this perfomance and definately the incidents happened..haha like i fell down on stage during the full run on stage...n the 1st showday...i forgot to come out to dance the partner dance wif ter...left him alone on stage dancing wif the invisible girl=(...n at back stage...i anyhow throw fredy kosman black shirt...end up he no costume, has to steal other ppl's black shirt hahaha...very fun experience=)
n me and allegra shifted house...no longer staying in cck...no longer staying wif tian tian n wuqian...but we met robert and his family...i cause its fate also...i love robert family...n feel thankful tat we met them=)
n daphie's farewell=(
n ahboy went army=(

August-Preparing for danzation...i would say it was not a good start...alot misunderstandings / argues/ unhappiness along the way...the r/s between humans start to change...but everyone has learnt and grown so much for all the shit stuffs we have been thru...

Sept-Birthday~~~and ken's farewell fall on the same day, i enjoyed my birthday=)
but at the same time i feeling really old=/

Oct / Nov-danzation danzation preparing...damn tough...stressful...tiring...mental struggling...tears...sweats...demoralising...
somehow we have grown even more...n the bonding also strengthenen=)
MEREDITH~~she is 1 of the best thing happened in 2008 too...really...she touched me...changed me..thanks for being such an inspiration=)=)=)

DEC-the most happening month of this year haha, finally danzation is over...all the hard work has paid off...all the happiness n unhappiness have become part of the memories...im glad everything went so well in the end...im so glad we understand each other more...n the bond in this club is so much stronger now...NRA...i love this big family...=)
n followed by christmas, Ken yatch party, New year~
n finally ITS 2009~~~

HELLO 2009~

OK my resolution for 2009 is really really simple:
i jus wanna stay happy forever=)
im loving my life now...im loving the ppl ard me...
i hope this coming year will be painless for everyone...more happiness=)
study hard...
do a good jobs in teaching in schools...
esp tanglin sec...
earn enough money for living and at the same time save more money for trips n everything=)
just dance freely and be simple / happy~~
n be a better person~
be healthy and good health for my family / friends / ahboy=)
most imptly i want to be wif ahboy happily forever=)
=)

2008-12-28T16:08:00.028+08:00

I LOVE DEC~~

christmassss new year~~PARTIESSSS~~~

pictures updates.

27th Dec 2008:
CONGRATS To my JINGJING!!
i hope all the hard work u put has paid off=)

i still rmb how we met each other in sch...

hw we became friends...how we slacked n complained almost every single thing...hw we talk n sleep in lectures...stress over projs n hate PE lessons...

n we joined 1st ohhh lala comp n threw face tgt hahaha

n u me yuwei always talk abt our "dreams" in lectures...

n we argued over small things n get well again...

n after we grad...we still continue complaining abt our jobs n how money is nt enuf for us..ect..

6 years...n more to come=)

i truely wish u happiness my dear friend=)

i swear its really tiring to be wedding sister...

esp when i ate too much spicy steamboat the day before n having stomach ache for the whole day...lolol...but it was fun tho=)

the promise tat will last forever=)

yeaaaa i caught the flower she threwwww hahaha *excited

poly best friends~

wow finally my ahboy is smiling "normally" wif his teeth shown hahaha

M.Y~

us wif the bride~

25TH DEC 2008~
CHRISTMAS!!!
thanks yuxin for holding this wonderful party~

so many of us haha

the theme: colorful n cuteeee...seriously love glen's outfit hahaha

n ken's hahahha

we had alot fun...like...

playing wii~~

can tell from fredy n shimin happy face LOLOLOL

.

playing piano~

singing my supposed-to-be-cute but in fact very irriting fairy song lol

trying to act ter's famous enthu face but all failed hahah

jumpping all over the place~(i wan the other jumpping pic in shaomin cam~~)

n of course FOOD~!

AND all the ultra lame present!! hahaha

christmas making us feel xingfu haha

love is in the airrrrr~lol=)

24tH Dec 2008

CHRISTMAS EVE~

its so nice to have jus a simple dinner wif lovely friends=)

n play old school games n have funny jokes like the "1234 1234 1234" haha

hope orange will update the vid on facebook soon~

essential brew~

us~~missing su n min who were inside toilet hahaha n tudi the camera man=)

n i misss ahyiiii...hope she had a great holiday in bangkok=)

love those girls to bitsssss~=)

i love holidays n party~~altho its really quite tiring toO~

but im loving it~

however school starting soon...like 1 more week=(((((

n NEW YEAR IS COMING~woohoooo another year~

another year olderrrrr sighhhhh~

well...will list my new year wishes soon heheh

ok im tired...tata~

2008-12-22T16:11:00.006+08:00

danzation is over...really over...
this year is really a very GREAT experience for all of us...

TO SMU:
thanks so much for the lovely board...really...it touches me so much...
all the letters are so sweet...i wish we could dance tgt soon again=)
i really miss u all so much...

TO TANGLIN:
u have no idea how much u guys inspired me jus by watching u all dancing so happily on stage...n nt forgetting most of u only 14 -16 years old...
n the presence of yours on stage seriously inspired me...
i love you all so much...
n see ya all in school nx year!!!=)=)=)

TO THE STREETS:
u guys are seriously professional n all great dancers...
definately fun!!!
i enjoyed dancing wif all of u..really...
one day we shall dance on the street together~~hehe

TO LATIN DANCERS:
wah....seriously admire....
the costume..the presense...the body language...
seriously...
wah...

TO MY OWN SHOWCASE GIRLS:
thanks for being here wif me...thanks for tolerating my bad temper...
thanks for trying so hard for the backroll...esp sam lol=)
thanks for complaining abt the bruise on ur knee...
thanks for all the self-prac...
jus simply thanks for being here wif me...inspiring me...
and im so proud of all of u...
really...
n there was once i almost teared when i watched u all dance..
it really touched me...
i love you girls.

TO REGGAE:
it's definately fun to work wif all of u...
altho we nv had much prac...n the attendance always quite bad LOL
but its really fun to work wif all of u=)
BIG thanks to hannah for helping me...thanks thanks alot...
i love you girls.

TO FRESHIES:
all of u really really truely inspired me..when i was standing by tanglin item behind the board...
i saw all the big big smiles on ur faces...no matter where ur formation is...
some ppl is standing so near the corner...1 step to the left will be out of stage le...
but the smiles on the faces are jus soooooo bigggg n bright...i jus cant help but smile to myself whenever i watch u all dance...
its jus so cheerful..young..energetic...innocent..and simple...
jia you ppl...way to go=)

TO ALL MY CHOREGARPHERS:
u guys really ROCKSSSSSSSSSSSSS...all the choreo is so so so so so damn dope...
its my honor to be under all of u=)

TO ALL MY RETARDED / GOSSIPER FRIENDS
(chen peiyi aka june/ KA SU/ allegra JUAN/Fredy KOSMAN/orange the rudest girl/yvone the COW/yen my hater/joyce the turtle/xinxian MY CHONGWU/JJ the daughter/Ken the UKstar/Deedee the singing angel/Becca the best actress LOL/glen the xiaopang/shimin the report girl/mae the forever mean girl/delin the MIA girl/cmt the BEAN/chao the suay boy balabala~~)
i jus wanna say I LOVE ALL OF YOU so so much...
the feeling is amazing...
tat its been years...n we still dancing wif each other so closely...n having all the retarded moments tgt...altho we dun see delin mae n cmt n chao so oftenly...but somehow i jus always feel them ard...
im so so so happy tat we still in each other life....
i am so out of words now...jus simply love all of you so so much..really...
i belive 50 years later...we will still meet up tgt n gossip NON STOP hahahah
LOVESSSSSSSSSSSS!

TO ALL THE COMMITEE TEAMS:
u guys/girls really amazing...
for all the tough jobs u did...really really amazing...
without all of u..danzation wunt be a success...
and hope u all know tat all ur hard work has been truely appreciated by ALL OF US.
THANK YOU=)=)=)=)

TO TERENCE MY 1 N ONLY LOVE:
i love you i love you I LOVE YOU!
2 years bk...we were still friends...eating non-stop happily tgt during danztaion 06 reh...
it seems so miracle how we fall in love so madly wif each other...
i love you dear..
thanks for everything...really everything=)

TO ANN:
thank you...
besides saying thank you...i really duno wad else to say...
thanks for being the start of magic...
thanks for making everything happen...
thank you=)

TO EVERYONE IN NRA:
all of u jus simply rocksssssssss
im jus so PROUD OF BEING PART OF THIS BIG BIG FAMILY=)

AND thanks everyone who gave me sweet~chocolate~lollipop~lovely letters n cards n flowers~
thanks everyone who came down to SUPPORT n showed me the REAL LOVE~
truely appreciate it=)

Pictures will be up soooooon...
whoever gt my pretty face pic~~pls send me lolol

=)

2008-12-15T01:22:00.005+08:00

LET'S DO IT!! NRA!!!!
LET'S ROCK THE STAGE TOGETHER!!
It will be a BLAST!!!!
Let's make all our loved ones proud!!!

the feeling was really amazing when we really feeling each other on stage...
when my hair jus keep standing n the tears keep on wanna come out when i watching the other items..
when we made MEREDITH KER cry by dancing!!!!!
when we made all the guests touched without costume / proper music / lighting...
omg....the feeling is jus simply amazing...
really really...amazing...
im so freaking PROUD of being a part of NEW REVOLVING AGE!!!!

yeah!!! lets jus do this together!!!
few more days, it will be over....all the sweats n tears we shed...will become part of our memories...i will remeber this forever...jus like how i remebered danzation 06 and fantazia...n everything...
i love NRA so much...really really so much...
jia you!!!!!=)=)=)=)=)

N TO TERENCE THEN the proudest best male dancer~lolol
pls be confident abt yourself...
because to me...u are really the dopest and will always be=)
pls pls pls trust youself...because i do=)

n u know wad...i got reh tmr at 9am again -_-"""
n tue morning also gt reh at 9am...greatttttttt~~
so good nite!!!!

=)

2008-12-14T00:23:00.003+08:00

today had our 1st stage run in convention...
ok tat was really a "wow"...
ALTHO i know myself tat i never really full out thru out the whole show / put all my emotions when i was dancing...
AND the reggae item really really really need alot alot more prac...steps n formations...
but somehow i can really feel everyone today...
n it strengthen the faith tat the danzation 2008 will be a good show=)

n im seriously amazed by the freshie item...its really super ultimate neat...
i really can see all the hard work they have put in...
n im really touched by how happily they were when they dancing on stage...
its jus so enjoyable to watch them dance..
jus being simple / fresh and happy=)
very very good job=)

n when i look at the junior / senior batches...everyone really improved so much...
really so so so so much...
n most imptly is we all dancing so happily TOGETHER....
like how we always did...
no matter how many new batched came in...we still dancing so happily...together...
its really something very amazing and miracle...
im really really very proud of being part of nra...n yea i always did...=)

lets do this together...lets rock the stage together on 19th n 20th dec...
we will make it...
danzation 2008...
Just Dance & Be Happy=)=)=)

2008-12-10T02:42:00.005+08:00

=)

OK 10 MORE DAYS TO DANZATION!!!!!!!!!!
OMG THIS IS SCARY SHIT!!!!!!!!!!
ULTIMATE SCARY SHIT!!!!!!
N I HAVNT BOUGHT ALL MY COSTUME!!!!!
N I STILL NOT CONFIDENT WIF ALL THE ITEMS TAT I AM INSIDE!!
AHHHHHHHHHHH
OK I SERIOUSLY VERY PANIC NOW!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHH
i really praying very very hard tat everything will turn out fine=/////

AND GOH CHIEN YEN fell down in studio yesterday when she teaching us steps!!!
whole butt sit on the floor
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA
n the first thing she said when she get up is "SHIT i shouldnt have laughed at wq during rp perf when she fell down....bao ying"
YESSSSSSSSSSSSS IM GLAD U KNOW ITS BAO YING
this is seriously funny shit...me n vic laughed for abt 30 mins? LOL
n when we watched finish osch recital we still laughing hahahhaha
i love you la yen...u have been such a great frien of mine...
cause u were always the 1st person to laf at me whenever i fall down...-_-
so yea...thanks for being such an ASSFRIEND LOLOL

n osch recital was awesome....RYAN!!!!
i hope kosman will faster get the song n send meee...
the song ryan danced to is really nice / meaningful...n the dance...omg...
inspired....=)
n of course KA SU n fred n von sim were great toooooooo~
n KA SU i cant wait to get ur ugly pic from yen hehehe

n MEREDITH rocked the stage again!!!
she really damn pretty la...
ahhhhhhhhh this world is seriouslyyyyy unfairrrrrrrrrr~~lolol
my inspirationnnnnnnn~~~

ok go slp le..tmr...shop for costume again zzzzzzzzz
N get my new ocbc card...zzzzz my card kana eaten by the machine last night....how lucky i am...zzzzz
i love yoU!!!!=)

2008-12-09T13:33:00.003+08:00

Thank You lyrics

"My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all
the morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'd all be grey, but your picture on my wall
it reminds me that it's not so bad
it's not so bad

I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you is having the best day of my life"

=)

2008-12-08T10:18:00.002+08:00

today is a public holiday...n i woke up so early...
i woke up early for the past few days for danzation reh...
nw i lying on bed waiting for the clock to hit 11am then i will go for a show reh at 12.45...
feeling really sleepy...
i can sleep for 1 more hr...but already bathed n everything...
im so super duper sleepy...

i have big difficulty in waking up early in the morning...
i always gt morning black face...su n daph knows it very well...(Dance camp lol)...
my temper goes really really bad also when i nt enuf slp n still have to wake up damn early in the morning...
n it takes me abt 1-2 hours to get back to my normal mood...
when i nt enuf slp...its either i ultimate quiet wif a black face or talk super alot nonsense wif black n stone face...
n i guess im nw in the talking nonsense mode...
ahhhhhh im sooo sleepy...

ok i spent the past 20 mins typed alot nonsense...n i deleted...
cause it doesnt make any sense at all....
so all i wanna say here is..
im so damn bloody sleepy...
byebye.

"over the rainbow what a wonderful world"

"...Someday I'll wish upon a star, wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where trouble melts like lemon drops
High above the chimney tops, that's where you'll find me
Somewhere over the rainbow way up high
And the dreams that you dare to, oh why, oh why can't I?"

i cant wait for the day to come...=)

2008-12-05T02:51:00.004+08:00

there r moments....
when i absolutely doubt about myself......
.
.
ok the good news is i PASSED all my 4 papers...and i got Credit for all...
but i still feel i can do better for BS n BA...kinda disappointed...
but again...i really think its good ENOUGH for me...cause i only started to study like 2 days before each paper...so ya...i can showoff to my parents already =)

tired....
drained....
body aching...
i miss you...

2008-12-04T02:30:00.004+08:00

DON'T FORGET to LOVE.

sometimes i seriously think...everyone is too overly stress over things ard us..

to a stage tat we kinda of ignore the love..

everyday when i walk in studio...i see all the "stress" faces...

or maybe its jus me....

i really very very stress too...

cause its only 2 weeks away...n so many things left un-done...so many shit has been happening...

im seriously drained..physically n mentally...

but i still hope...tat we can show more love ard...jus a hug..or a touch will make a big diff...

we are all here is because we share something we love tat is called "dance"...and we are all dancing tgt...is because we are friends..and we love each other...we love to share wad we love tgt....

it's all abt love right....=)

i love dance...

i love NRA...

be it freshies...juniors...seniors...aluminis...ann...

i love sharing the stage wif all of u...

i really really do...

jia you everyone...altho we have been saying this for 100000000 times...

time to work things out...

no more excuses...have to work things out..

because its our life..our passion...our love n our responsiblity to work it out...

lets be serious abt it...

but at the mean time...enjoy it...

n dun forget to tell the ppl ard u how much u love them...n how much u appreciate the things he/she did...

THANKS to all the commitees...

all the com teams...BIG thanks to all of u..

u guys are great...really...

thanks to all the choregraphers...all the choreo are DOPE...

thanks to all the dancers who make the choreo DOPE...

bascially jus thank everyone for being here wif each other...=)

danzation 08...it will be a good / memorable one...

faith....

n i love you...=)

2008-12-01T02:28:00.026+08:00

ok danzation is nearing...
last 3 weeks...
jia you everyone...
lets just enjoy the process no matter how bitter it tastes like sometimes...
treasure every single fun moments we shared in the process...
everything is priceless...because this would only happen once in a life time...
jus like danzation 2006...it happened...n will never happen again...
same as fantazia...n all the other performances/competitions we had/joined...
i believe no matter how everything will turn out like in the end...we will just be so freaking proud of ourselves and each other=)
faith...
.

now~photos~hehehe

YEAH finally~~our sentosa trip hahaha~

happy happy us~

luge~

they were really excited haha

n we were abit scared hahah...

playing wif our "50 cents" ball hahah

the nx singapore top model haha

we love beach haha

n icecream~~

she is abit camera shy lol

bel looks like she going to knock the tree lolol
yeahh this is the 1ST TIME i cycled...and NEVER FALL DOWN!

i so proud of myself..hahah

the love birds

we definately had fun hahah...cant wait for our nx outing~

n how i wish holiday will never enddddd~~~

when we were doing Opening item:

orange is an idiot LOL

yes i admit we are a little retarded hahah

=)

The CARROT LEG ah lian LOLOLOL

=)=)=)

2008-11-25T01:16:00.006+08:00

after the jazz workshop=)

meredith wearing her NRA t shirt~~~

she rocks=)

n fred became retarded after the class...lolol

love the pics...love her classes...

hw i wish she could stay in sg forever...lol

love=)=)=)

2008-11-24T02:29:00.005+08:00

=)

im really really so happy that im dancing...
dance to express the emotions...
the soul...
the heart...
everything...
Thank You...
really...im really at loss of words to describe the feeling...
i will remeber this feeling forever...
jus dance..like no one is watching...
its really something that belongs to me...
n im loving it=)

today is really a freaking tiring day...i was really tired until i wanna punch ppl...but at least it ends wif a smile=)

i love you=)

2008-11-21T01:42:00.012+08:00

the truth is:
ppl tend to forget who they were and all the small small details that made who they are today...every single 1 of us...
no one /nothing will stay the same forever...

ppl changes...things change...
if we are not changing...we are not growing...
end of the day...being happy is what really matters...

happy birthday sam...stay bubbly girl=)
happy birthday sengkiat...to me you are forever the best male dancer n the little silly boy who is so into games=)
happy birthday ann...i still rmb how we made u cry on ur 1st bday after u come nra...tat's the 1st time i see u cry...u were so touched by the dance n the present....i miss those times...i really really do...
happy birthday ishi..........1 yr already...until now i still couldnt believe it....but anw....happy birthday......

ohhhh anw my ex-roommate jus msg me on msn "hey im getting married on 22nd dec in US=)"...i stunned till my mouth open big big...another one who is getting married....ok...6 more yrs for me hahaha

once again...danzation is nearing...reggae item not done...so many choreo to catch up...zzzzzz my head is really gonna bao le....

tmr is FRIDAY!!! meredith!!! wooohooooo heheh cant wait=)

n i MISS my silly ahboy~~~=)

super duper random pics...

after a whole dayyy tiring trainings=)

this pic never failed to make me smile lolol...my silly boy n kosman hahaha

the super duper ugly hair period =)

i miss kosman n mr bean=)

Mr busy n Mr NS boy lol

i wish we could understand your thinkings more...lol=)
.

the bunch of ppl tat i truely love=)

i wish we would nv be apart...=)

found alot old pics in my friendster photos...so memories have been brought bk...

but im abit too sleepy to post those pics here..so good nite=)

2008-11-20T02:01:00.005+08:00

she is so pretty....
she is my inspiration...
=)

ok this gonna be a pretty random post:

its not now then i realise...i really dislike alot things...
i always do...
i get really annoyed by alot small things...
esp when its at the "right" timing...

n im such a contradicting person...
im not really ok when i say "im ok" when im nt even looking straight to ur eyes...
there is a big diff between my "im really sorry=(" n "ok fine..im sorry k"...

im really in-efficient when im not in the mood...

i dun always turn moody like how chien yen does lol =X
for example...she can suddenly turn moody jus because we played too crazily in studio till she super no energy n tired....-_-"
normally when i turn moody...it takes quite long to get recovered...
nothing will make sense to me...
but sometimes food helps...well...sometimes only...

ok im becomig more n more mean...
it MUST be because i have friends like orange..peiyi n SURAIYA...n fredy..mae...balabala...too many to mention...
n im also becoming a "quite" fierce person...finally i admit on this...
today again, i stared at a boy fiercely in red camp when i was teaching...n he deserves it...
well...

zee's msn nick - "if you focus on shit, you forget to shine"
how true it is....

i really need a organiser badly...be4 i screw my schedule again...

danzation is near...hmmmm...yea its near...

ok this post doesnt seem to make any sense...
u know why?
i've told u its a RANDOM post...so bye~

2008-11-18T22:31:00.007+08:00

WELCOME BACK DEE DEE!!!!!!
I MISSED YOU SOOO MUCH!!!!!
its like million years never see u n hear your voice...
n i sooooooooo happy to hear ur voice jus now and
i CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU TMR!!!=)=)=)=)=)=)
much much love.

having headache now...but im happy...=)

i love you...thanks for everything really...
we will get better n better...
faith=)
cold storage...half price chicken...pork...ribs...lol
i cant wait=)=)=)

2008-11-17T13:23:00.006+08:00

UPDATES

1st of all...the ISS international school dance camp was awesome...

ABSOLUTLE enjoyed myself...the students were really great fun n lovely...i really miss them..esp the cute korean boys hahaha i really miss "bullying" them...

n the last day me farid n zx really felt like celebrities...they took pics wif us n also kept taking pics of us...we jus stand there n pose...then they take pics hahah really feel like a superstar...

actually gt alot pics to upload...but i abit lazy hahah so jus this 2 first lol

my street jazz team girls...good job=)

everyone=)

this morning went to watch them perform...was so happy to see them today...when i get off the cab...some of my street jazz girls jus "chiong" to me n hug me "tina i miss u so much...u cut ur hair...so pretty..." balabala hahah really damn cute...

but it started to rain damn heavily when they started to dance...but everyone still keep dancing in the rain...n the teachers n their school mates also standing in the rain to support..hahaha very fun experience altho i was wet like shit haha

i really miss the kids n the classes...

glad tat i took this job=)

n once again...meredith kerr ROCKED nra studio yesterday...

she was totally awesome...everyone is crazy over her...

she is 1 of the most inspiring dancer i have ever met...

n she is coming to watch our danzation reh on 15th dec!!!!!! omggggg laaaa i cant wait man!!!

she is jus simply amazinggggggggggg....

how i wish she could stay in sg forever hahaha

ok my eyes are half closed when i typing this entry...so sleepy...gonna go take a nap be4 i go smu...nitessssssssss lol

i love you~

2008-11-10T13:57:00.007+08:00

YEAH!!!! ITS OVER!!!
NOW!!! HOLIDAY!!!!
yeahhhh
hahahaha
woooohooooo
lololololololol
lalalalalalala
HeeeeeHeeeee~~LOL=X
ops sorry hahaha

ok im jus really happy that finally exams are OVER OVER OVER!!!!!!!!
n i quite confident abt my accounting paper...i mean if there is no holpless careless mistakes hahaha *cross finger

YEAHHHHHHH~~
i couldnt sleep last night lor...too stress over today paper..
but im glad it went pretty well hehehehehe
now i only pray i can pass OB n BC...
n woohoooo now i got 2 months free time to do whatever i want!!
1st is the dance camp project this week...
then danzation...
teaching....
CHRISTMAS n NEW YEAR~~~
yeahhhh heheheh
new year coming...
so many things looking forward to=)=)=)

HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!!!=)=)=)
party party~~lalalalalaa~~

i love you=)=)=)

2008-11-07T16:51:00.007+08:00

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH
i really dont feel like studyinggggggggg
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i dun want dun want dun want dun want to STUDYYYYYYY
LAST PAPER liaooooo
but i jus DO NOT WANT TO STUDYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
Arghhhhhhhhhhhh

tmr night SP concert...no time to study...which means i only left tonight n sunday to study...
IM so screwed n so FREAKING last min again
BUT I REALLY DON'T WANT TO STUDYYYYYYYY

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

n appearing as offline on msn doesnt seem to help much...i still gt the tendency to talk to ppl...its jus appearing as "offline"...n joyce will suddenly popped a msg say "go study!! i see u online on facebook!!!"
great....

ok finished complaining...
tonight...MEREDITH KERR.....
then meeting ahboy...he is going to acc me n "supervise" me study haha
at least got something im looking forward to...

BUT I SERIOUSLY DUN WANT TO STUDYYYYYY~~~
*Taking a deep breath~~
ok byebye

2008-11-06T15:02:00.006+08:00

EXAMS:

Business Stats:-
Self-confidence

Organisational Behaviour: -
"Life is unpredicable"

Business Computing:-
Absolutely Ridiculous.

up coming Business Accounting:-
last chance to decide my fate...

cant wait for everything to end...
zzzzz i need a break from all the booksssss

2008-11-04T01:32:00.012+08:00

my one and only...=)
.

yeah everybody lets say this together~"SAW 5 SUCKSSSS" lolol

the super duper vain girls~loves=)

3 pretty n 1 ah lian n 1 silly hansum lol=)

the steamboat is really DOPE!!!!

=) the pig couple who love food alot heheh

ahyi faster go photoshop this pic LOL hehhe=)=)

indeed...we are very vain~~lol love u girls=)

Altho we missed halloween this year...and SAW 5 really sucks to max...

but we still had great time on sat night heheh...

sometimes i love the feeling of hanging out friends without any dance topics...everythings is abt food and gossips n looking pretty and camera holicsss hahahhaa

love u ppl=)

im currently quite free...today finished OB paper today..

hmmmm...cui...

i jus anyhow wack theories....dun really know what the hell im talking abt...

but i more scared abt BC paper which is on coming thurs....

n i havnt touched the subject at all....AND....i dun have the bloody textbook to study..

fantastic...

tmr have to wake up early go lib borrow books then meet my classmates to study...

chiong le...2 days to study this subject...

great...forever so last min....very well done...

n im really looking forward to friday...=)

"everyone has the freedom to BE HAPPY"

yes be happy ppl...

actually altho saw 5 really sucks...

but after i watching it...somehow it makes me treasure my life even more now....

cause i keep imagining wad if 1 day i walk on the street...then kana sudden attack...

n the moment i wake up...i realise im becoming 1 of the victim of the jigsaw killer...

i have to cut my own hands or legs or fill a cup wif my blood jus for surviving...etc.

lolol ok i know i think too much...n i admit tat i really v pa si...

n ter said "dun be silly..singapore where gt such smart killer" lolol

anyway~sometimes i really feel we should treasure our lives more...

nt only lives...but everything that we have now..

because comparing to alot ppl in this world who is suffering from sickness..torture.. hunger...poor...or losing someone they love the most...balabala

we are really very very lucky le...

ok i go slp le...tmr CHIONG liaooooooo~~

once again...

i love my family / all my lovely friends / my 1 n only boyfriend=)

2008-11-03T11:32:00.003+08:00

i...seriously hope...wish...praying...
today is the LAST DAY i would ever touch Organisational Behaviour text book...

pls pls pls ...
i need to pass this....badly....

2008-11-01T02:13:00.008+08:00

I AM SERIOUSLY FREAKING INSPIRED.

she is pretty, she is hot, she is funny, she is cheerful, she is incredible, she is talented, she is inspiring, she is jus simply super duper ultimate awesome...

she is meredith kerr...1 of the greatest female dancer in the world...

im seriously inspired...

"no matter wad steps u do...u have to bring out YOURSELF...be yourself not me or anyone else...

everyone has the freedom to be happy...just dance happily..."

the feeling is really unexplainable...its jus incredible...

i totally enjoyed myself dancing today...really...it's like been AGES...

the love, the fire, the passion...seriously...

i seriously duno hw to explain the feeling...

im jus so in love wif her...if i dun have a boyfriend now...i will prob turn LES jus because of her....BUT i still LOVE my silly boyfriend the most=)=)=)

seriously....she is amazing...let me repeat this..

SHE IS AMAZING!!!!!!!!

im really very happy today...really really very happy...

thank you=)

2008-10-31T01:53:00.014+08:00

Moving forward....=)

today i had the scariest interview ever...n this kinda deciding my job for the whole up coming year...the job is pretty challenging...or i should say its FREAKING challenging lolol

i hope everything will go well cause im actually kinda excited abt it...n i know even end of the day everything turns out like shit...i still can turn to my love who will always be there supporting me...listening to my non-stop da xiao jie / unreasonable / un-tolerate complain hahaha=)

JIA YOU TINA WANG QIN THE SPICE GIRL!!!!!

n i cant believe i typed the "spice girl" out....-_-"""

ok im currently still studying OB...i have to say i really admire REBECCA TAY...

the way she study is really...super self-discipline....really ultimate to max...

simple example like:

peiyi: ah wang take a break from study...watch this ....damn funny

me: *without saying anything....jus IMMEDIATELY happily clicked the vid n laf like mad n started to discuss how funny the vid is wif ahyi....

then me: bec...take a break from study...watch this...damn funny!

10 mins later....

bec : haha ok...i later then watch...

hmmmmm...or maybe its jus comparing to me Lololol

i wish i could have 1/4 of her self-discipline...my parents will be super proud of me for sure...

i jus cant resist all the distraction..all the sudden popped out msn box....tv memo control...internet....facebook...jus simply everything....sigh~~~

n my OB seriously die....i havnt finished studying half of the book...howwwwwwww....helpppppppp~~

decisions.

outcome.

whatever you do...should think abt the outcome...

all the decisons we used to make...makes who we are now...

n there is no such thing called "wrong" or "right" decision...

its all abt where its gonna lead us to...

n its probably because of my age...i kinda sick of stucking at somewhere for years...i wanna "go outside" n take a look at how big this world really is...i wanna do more things tat i dun usually do...make decisions tat i dun usually make...life is meant to be a adventure isnt it?

ok im start to talk nonsense...i jus dun want to go back to study laaaa

the bloody book makes me wanna slp....lolol

ok lastly i am excited abt sat outing altho i have OB paper on monday haha but i seriously need a break hehehhee yeah sat~~~

n really really lastly:

I LOVE TERENCE THEN=)=)=)

2008-10-30T01:11:00.002+08:00

I SERIOUSLY HATE OB

ORGANISATIONAL BEHAVIOUR!!!!!!!!!!!

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

#$$*&(&)hyohp(+*_)pu_pjpom{_u(t%&#^#*&)*_*ogohD;OAGFP9Q YB0TEFIQ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*start to pull my hair n bang my head on the wall

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

2008-10-28T13:22:00.012+08:00

DO NOT lose the hope....
Pls dont...

im not saying this jus because im in love...

im not saying this because those shit things nv happen on me...

im not saying this because im trying to be positive...

im saying tat is because i care...

cause i really feel kinda sad that so many unhappy things have been happening...all the unhappiness...is life really a bitch?

but i wonder how bad can life be when we have so many friends ard n have family to support in someway...

altho my family is so far away from me...altho they dun really understand me most of the time...altho i dun like to communicate wif them much cause i feel they dun understand me at all...altho they dun really support me to dance...they jus want me to stay focus on study...but deep inside my heart, i know no matter wad shit happens...no matter who in the world left me behind...i can always turn to my family...because home is the only place tat will always accept us for who we are...

and friends...friends is to share the laughters n tears tgt...sometimes friends dun have to say alot "wonderful" n "touching" words to cheer someone up...jus by sitting right beside him/her, a warm hug, a gentle touch, any sincere words from the heart will warm the broken heart, tats wad friends are for...

abt r/s...i guess it really depends on luck...n i admit ppl changes...things change...because humans...are emotional..selfish...self-centered...balabala...tat's jus humans...but i definately agree tat its not RIGHT for guys to having affairs n cheat on girls...tat one is really basket...no matter how "normal" n common it seems like in reality now...whoever cheated on r/s should jus go to hell...i hate ppl treat love as a game...because love is not a game BASKET...i believe heart do change at a time...n sometimes the feeling for someone is really beyond our control...being honest is important...DO NOT CHEAT...but this one is really depend on luck...because not ALL the guys on earth are the same...at least i believe so...

as a girl...we should always keep the pride...say goodbye to those losers who made the wrong decision by breaking our hearts...n thank them for making us a stronger person...end of the day its their lose...really...for u girls...u all really deserve so so much better...

actually i abit duno wad im toking abt...i duno...i jus hope everyone can cheer up abit...no matter what happens...dun go extreme...it's ok to burst it out n curse n scold like nobody's business once in awhile...after tat must rmb to pack up n brighten up...=)

ok i kinda of sick of the frustrating things have been happening...those so called responsibilities or whatever shit LINE...aiya whatever sai la...i hear le jus wanna flip table n shout to the wall...leave me alone pls...im sick of it ok...it drives me crazy...yes we are irresponsible..yes we are selfish...yes we are causing probs...jus cut it off la...not everyone wants to be in this shit...sorry for being a ultimate bad n lousy senior / example...the heart is seriously tired n dying...so leave me alone PLSSSSSSSSSSS...ok?=)

lol anyway im not angry at all or frustrated or EMO...im not a emo person ok lolol i jus study till headache...i freaking hate OB...simi sai subject la...so difficult to rmb the theories lor...

n i gtg bathe to go bugis teach class le...thanks su n ivan to wake me up this morning...but i didnt study much again =X lolol but at least i managed to wake up at 10am hahahaha

ok lastly...cheer up ppl...i love my friends...all of u...so pls cheer up=)

n i love my boyfriend=)=)=)=)=)

ohhhh and thanks for the super belated birthday present!!! i love it=)=)

thanks ahyi for the SUPER ULTIMATE belated sunflower hahahaha=) i cant wait to give you sunflower too!!!!=)

ok im late liao...zzzzzzz byebye!

2008-10-27T01:02:00.019+08:00

Everything happens for a reason...

all the small things made who we are today...

woow i study till i headache again...

so out of random..i read bk my old entries...

hahaha didnt know i was so emo when i jus created this blog...like last yr oct n nov...

almost all the entries gt emo sentences...n i still rmb the feelings tat i had when i typed the entries...ok la some la not all..haha

n almost every 2 days i complain abt my sucky company hahah

kinda miss my sucky company...n the marketing old virgin who enjoys scolding me as part of her job entertainment every single day....ehhh ok i regret typing tat...lol

n i found this quotes tat i once typed in my blog:

"Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets.

Love the ppl who treats you rite, forget the ones who don't,

and believe that everythin happens for a reason.

If you get a chance, take it; if it changes your life, let it.

Nobody said it'd be easy, they jus promised it'd be worth it."

quite meaningful rite?

n things certainly changed everytime when we look back...

so does the ppl...

doesnt matter it's to the better or worse...

cause we simply dun have a defination of "being better or worse"..

afterall...happiness is what really matters...

"kai xin jiu hao" =)

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=)=)=)

today...the ans tat i've been finding is getting clearer...

altho i duno if tmr i will be drifted further away from it or getting even closer...

or ultimately...i should stop confusing myself...

2008-10-23T16:57:00.006+08:00

having bad headache now...
so not prepared for the paper tmr...
but seriously...i really got study ok...i stayed at home for the past 2 days....
lying on bed the whole day wif my lap top n notes...until my butt numb...
n being honest...i got msn ABIT, facebook ABIT la....
N there are chocolate, water, soya milk...potato chips...balabala all the rubbish food on the table beside my bed...
yes study makes me gain weight...esp my butt...i can feel its getting wider n wider...
i feel like a worm...
but im really not very prepared for tmr...like still gt alot to study...but my brain jus cant work anymore...brain deaddddddd...
n my classmate jus told me we need the examination letter to take the exam...which is supposed to mailed to my hse 2 weeks ago...
N I DID NOT RECEIVE any bloody letter from the school! zzzzzz
so i quickly called the school n they ask me go collect tmr be4 the exam...zzzzzzzz
once again im feeling screwed....
haiya I hope i can pass the paper tmr...*cross finger
i really need to passsss all the 4 papers...
esp OB...i havnt even touched the book!!!!!!!!
*faint

ok finish complaining...i need to go bk to study le...
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
arghhhhhhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHH
#$%%&(*)*)&(*$*^E&(Y(^$%^(&)&)*_*__)&&(()%#$(())_

I HATE EXAMS
N CRAPSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

2008-10-20T00:30:00.007+08:00

if its as easy as u said.....

it really takes time to gain bk the trust...
that i have lost in you...
n will tat day ever come?

i need to find the ans out for myself asap...

for now...i jus wan to be happy...
n no matter wad...im still v contented wif me life=)
very very contented=)

2008-10-18T04:00:00.000+08:00

..................?

2008-10-17T01:11:00.000+08:00

i'm seriously HOPELESS when it comes to study...zzzzzz lol

2008-10-16T00:03:00.010+08:00

tonight...my heart is really aching for u...u and u...
it really feels so heavy...

love is blind...indeed....

n this kinda brings bk some memories...
the darkest period in my life...
the period when the heart was broken into thousand pieces...
the period when it's so hard to fake a smile every single day...
the period when directions were totally lost...

the period when we finding ways to encourage each other...
the period when we were there for each other...shared the tears tgt...
the period when sms inbox is flooded wif "jia you" n smiley faces...
the period when we keep telling each other tat "after the darkest period, you cant go any lower, the next thing will be a happy thing..."

i kinda miss that period in a way...
it definately made life more interesting in a way haha
n really thanks to every single one of you who had shared tat memories wif me...

there are meant to be ups n downs in life...
we've went thru tat tgt before...
and now...we will pull this thru together too...

no matter how broken the heart is...
no matter how shitty n fuck up it is...
at least we still have each other...
you will never be left alone...
we will pull this thru...together...

i dun like to lie to ppl tat time will heal...
cause for me...time doesnt heal...
it only makes the heart more n more numb...
but ultimately...we will become stronger n stronger...
whatever doesnt kill you...will only make u stronger...

n the 2 sms i have jus received 5 mins ago...made me teared again...in a good way...=)

if i have super power...i wan to create happy pills...i jus want to see everyone ard me happy...

tonight is an emotional night...
all the memories have been brought back...
pack it up...
tmr will be a better day for everyone=)
jia you jia you jia you...
stay strong like how u have always been...
i really love u girls alot...alot....we all do=)
n yes...life goes on=)

n i love my stupid n hansum boyfriend...
i really thank god for you n i hope this will last forever...
faith=)

2008-10-15T00:56:00.027+08:00

i now studying till i having serious headache...

so i decide to post some random pictures haha

mostly are from my phone.

14/10/08...happy 8th month dear!!! i love you=)=)=)

forever sick boy haha

n we both love to eatttttt alottt~~~lol

16/09/08...on our way to vivo=)

ice cream makes us happy~~~hehe

jaei zx wif their 1st prawn...n after tat they managed to catch alot alot prawns...

while this poor boy n me....sit there for 3 hours...caught nothing...zzzzzz lolol

christmas coming...i hope this yr we can bake our ai xin cookies tgt again...you are missed=)

the day be4 dou went in army...i miss u=)

i wanna take him homeeeee~~~

robert's pretty daughter ...the little queen...

lets pray that we all can pass the coming exams...n i looking forward to our SENTOSA tripppp hehe

n i stole this from von's facebook

Manifesto LOLOLOL

This is wad we called "DOPE" in older days LOLOLOL

THIS IS REALLY WTH...

W.T.H.

but its really damn freaking funny...

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL

i jus cant stop laughing everytime i look at this LOL

n my hair is really freaking ugly

n allegra look like a man

n ALL OF US LOOK DAMN RETARDED LOLOLOL

n today i have received the best gifts from my students from woodlands ring pri school=)

the little cards written "everyday is special because of miss tina"=)

n the photoshopped picture...

n the "goodbye" song...

it made me teared...

the innocence...

it really touched my heart...

the feeling is unexplainable...

for once...i wish i were a real primary school teacher...

ok now i taking bk all the words i used to say...like "i hate kids" " kids are monsters" balabala..

im taking all those bk...

ehh maybe jus for now...lolol

thank you=)

ok this is a v long post...i need to slp le...tmr waking up at 9AM TO STUDY!!!!

sigh~

2008-10-14T01:19:00.007+08:00

DISRESPECT
is the word on my mind now...
after all the things happened...
the things i heard n the things i've seen...
yes...i jus slowly lost respect for you...
the things you do...n the words u say...

contradiction.
doubts.
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n today then i realised...
we are not much diff from the ppl that we always say we look down on...
cause we are behaving exactly like them...all the time...
yes...ALL of us...

there is no harm to change to a better person...
but again...how easy it sounds...
in reality...it is more difficult than killing a huge n gone crazy elephan...
ok lousy n primary school example..lol

jia you everyone
at least we are all in this shit together...=)

n *hugs to those broken hearts...
stay strong n keep ur heads up...
cause we are the new age girls...
N cause u all deserve so so so so much better...
really=)

2008-10-10T12:08:00.004+08:00

YEAH!~~~~

i jus woke up then received a VERY GOOD NEWS~~
my OB group assignment we got HIGH D!!
which means now i got high chance to pass this module even tho my individual assignment only scored 6 over 25 HAHAHAHAH
but now as long as i pass my final exam...i can pass this module le!!!

YEAH now im finally motivated to study le HAHAHAH
PASS PASS PASS
jia you!!!!!!!!!

N today is friday~~NO reh for me~~DATE DATE DATE~~
yeahhhhhh happy day~~~~~

2008-10-09T15:44:00.004+08:00

yeahhhhh~~~FINALLY i get my lap top back~~~~~~~

BUT....
all the data inside are gone...-_-""""
my pictures...songs...games....everything....
so now i have to re-upload my pictures n songs...n also re-download maple...
ma fan si le...

but at least i wunt be so bored at home le~~

yeah~~hehehehe~

=)

2008-10-09T10:47:00.004+08:00

CRAPS.

im not buying it.

end of the day...what matters?

i couldnt sleep well last night...i dun get the reasons that i have been given..
n im not letting go this time around untill i am 200% convinced...

im really confused...

it's something we love so much...
why does it now drives us crazy?

cant you see the truth?
cant you read the expression on our faces?
don't you miss the innocent smiles n laughters?
or...it never matters to you...............

maybe im wrong...
maybe i misunderstood you...
maybe im not opened up enuf...
maybe i duno the truth that within in you...

but for now...
im really very disappointed...
yea im not really sad ...its jus disappointed..
altho im actually already kinda used to this le...

n i missed you...
i missed everything that we have lost / forgotten...

2008-10-06T15:52:00.013+08:00

Random pictures:

chien yen is forever eating like a pig...lol

the gossipers

she is a "man" Lol

ahyi's camera always take nice pics lo

yea~happy~cause i get my new shoes from min~~~n bought new dress haha

it's been long since the last time we have such a outing...no dance outfit no reh no meetings~

only GOSSIPS~lolol

loves~=)

n i still waiting for ben n jerry pictures lol

here goes my crazy classmates:

the suprise at staircase haha

crazy us in lecture lol

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the 1st time we so early in class haha
study hard ppl~!

ok this is a really random post...

i really need to study hard for exams~~stress stressssss

n pls recover soon ah boy~~~~

2008-10-02T11:13:00.002+08:00

=)

always be happy with who you are
be happy with what you have achieved, n never regret over what you should have achieved but yet didnt achieve.
cause we coud never change the past, but we still have millions tomorrow to come (well i definately wish i can live until at least 70yrs old hahaha)
mistakes made...learn from it n change for the better.
things wil get better in the end...definately will...
much as i would wanna give up, but there is something within me that i know i wunt give up...
yes i wunt...=)

i dun really give a damn abt the "line"
everyone has a dark period once in a while...n i know words abt the "line" jus doesnt really help much....at least for me lolol
but the darkest period wunt last forever...
it's time to stop
Jia you everyone=)

sidenote: pls recover from your high fever soon ahboy...=(

2008-09-30T11:53:00.002+08:00

What is wrong?
What is right?
What is supposed to be?
N what is not?

im seriously confused...

This has to stop somewhere...

2008-09-29T02:14:00.019+08:00

THANKS SHAOMIN FOR THE PICS hehehe

still waiting for the pics taken at ben n jerry=)

im so thankful that i have u in my life=) i love you.

vic n beckie heheh i gt ah ma face=(

Shao min..i gt ah ma face again=/// Lol

zx jon n yew hehe

SHOHEI n jaei....i duno where my eyes looking at lol

farid....i still duno where my eyes looking at lolol

the "suprise" lolol=)

sister=) ..n y cant i jus look at the camera straight? lolol

fred=)

KA SUuuuuuuuuus lol=)

yes dreams do come true=)

PHOTOSOOT:

n yes im really bad at posing hahaha cant wait to see the final product~~

N im so damn suay...my lap top spoilt....nw using allegra one to do my BC proj...

headacheeeeee

i hate projects....zzzzzzzzzz

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im sorry that i could not help much

but i believe love is something very powerful n strong...

have faith...n stay strong...

*hugs

2008-09-26T02:34:00.006+08:00

Random posts:

YEAH~~~i get HD for accounting mid term test n PASS for stats hahaha
at least i passed both....
FINALLY i see some lights...
ever since i got back the OB assignment result...im like totally lost hope in studying haha

n this also means there is a high chance that i will still be staying in SIM for the nx semetera HAHA
exams coming...
must really really study hard this time~~~~~~~~~
esp for OB...zzzzzzz...die die also must pass the subject...OB SUCKS...
jia you jia you!!!!!!!!!

tmr is friday...i want to go out wif ah boy so desperately...
but sigh....meeting again........=(

ultimately...i jus hope this will stop soon...

n well im officially a game girl now...hahaha maple~

had photoshoot today...very very funnnnnn n i love the pics (some only haha)~cant wait to get all the pics from shaomin heheh excited~~

OH n I LOST WEIGHT AGAIN!!!!!
ARGH~~~~~~~I NEED TO GAIN MY WEIGHT BACK!!!!!

n lastly..im sooooo glad tat ah boy is a happy boy now cause he is posted to a super duper slack camp haha jobs slack; environment good; ppl also nice...
good for him hehe..no more depression le hahaha =)

ok really random post...go slp le...i gt horrible panda eyes lor haha

2008-09-17T11:08:00.009+08:00

Take good care ken...u will be missed so badly...
n we promise we will take care of JJ...
goodbye my dear friend...
altho i really disliked u when u jus come in nra because of ur extremely proud face LOL...but im glad we became friend after all=) shared so many happy memories tgt...dance, chilling, ice cream, movies, adventures, all the not funny jokes...etc...i miss u already=(
jia you in ur study there, n never ever stop dancing, our "super star"=)
i will see you 2 years later, n we will go bk to the same place to eat ben and jerry ice cream, n maybe can go prawning after tat too, i will train my skill in this 2 years, hopefully when u are bk, i can manage to catch at least 1 or 2? LOL

n i really really miss dee and yuxin at the same time too...faster come bk~~for chirstmas? i missed u all...

& THANKS EVERYONE for the bday wishes n the cake n the bday song n donuts...everything...
thanks thanks...really enjoyed myself this year=)
esp thank allegra n suUUUuuu for the "nt-v-surprising" surprise lolol, but after all its the thought tat counts..love you=) n vic also...thanks for burning ur finger LOLOL

AND of course must thank my dearest boyfriend=)
Thanks for being the sweetest ever..thanks for making my bday so special...jus simply thanks for everything u did=)
i love you=)=)=)=)=)

ahyi pls recover soon from ur swollen & thick lips HAHAHA....i miss u la haha

oh ya...welcome back alex...altho u would never read my blog lol...but still...welcome back...hope everything will get better for u=)

will update the pics very soon....when im more free...lolol

2008-09-12T11:48:00.002+08:00

Amazingly horrible.

I seriously hate OB.

I am getting lazy

n my eye sight is getting worse.
im sitting in computer lab 3rd row, n i couldnt see clearly wats shown on the whiteboard
arghhhhhh...

2008-09-09T02:37:00.002+08:00

keep ur eyes on the brighter side...
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great~~here comes another one..."well done" wq~

tmr gonna be a damn busy day for me...
i hate being busy...i hate running all over the places..
but...
tmr is the day=)=)=)=)=)

2008-09-03T00:41:00.014+08:00

DA JIA HAO we are the KSHOW girls~~~

are u ready to ROCKKKKKK~~~~

jaei's big head covered my parissssss~~=(

Vic really looks like a lion here LOLOLOL

they all say this picture is very nice..yea i agreed..then i realised i cant see my face lolol

call me the PRINCESSS~~~

i got wingsss~n i like jaei face here HAHA

ah yi is really very happy HAHA

pls support the KSHOW girls~~~weeeeeeeee~
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N i think im really giving up on the test tmr le lolol argh~~~

2008-09-02T23:42:00.003+08:00

oh my god la...
im seriously panic about the test tmr la...i looking at the past year paper...
im seriously LOST...
arghhhh how i wish i didnt skip tat few lecturesss..
how how how...
10 more hours to my test...
helpppppppp~~~~~

altho the lecturer kept saying "for this subject...its trying hard to fail not trying hard to pass..." yeah rite~~then maybe he will be amazed by how i fail it EASILY after tmr...

n JJ also told me she failed this subject last sem...ok this is making me even more panic...
but lucky now i got Karin to panic tgt wif me hahaha at least im not alone..

i really need damn alot alot alot alot alot luck for tmr...

2008-09-02T02:19:00.001+08:00

now its 2:19AM...

allegra already sleeping like a pig now...

n im trying to study...

yes....trying to...

i got test on wed MORNING....damn...

n i am so lost now...cause i skipped the 1st 2 lectures...now im really very lost....

damn...

2008-08-28T02:38:00.009+08:00

Suddenly i jus miss danzation 2006 so much...
the best memory in my life...

Us...yes it's us...i miss everyone...i miss the laughters...smiles...i love you guys so so much...

my "mo qi" partner...

"ai ru chao shui"..."fire"..."we belonge together"..."ryan's item"

"apologise"..."ni bu zai"...

love ya fred=)

4/5 fbeatx...i miss u delin...i miss you mae...

i jus simply miss fries babes...i love you girls...from the bottom of my heart...

"can you hear me?"...thanks ryan...=)

i will never forget about the costume mistake...
until now i still rmb how everyone laught until tears coming out on stage...lol

thanks for being the best boyfriend for me...

i love you dear...forever n ever...=)
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if only.......

2008-08-27T00:42:00.003+08:00

stay strong everyone...it's gonna be tough...let's just "enjoy the process"...

jia you ppl...i love you all..

n esp to mia the cry panda...jia you...faith boy...keep the faith=)

jia you ah boy...1 more week to end your nightmare....

i hope your grandpa is resting in peace now...n i believe he is at somewhere protecting you...

pls be strong...

no matter wad shit happens...i'm with you...forever n ever...

i love you dear...

2008-08-24T01:46:00.006+08:00

happiness
how do u define happiness?

i jus finished eating hot hot tom yam cup noodle...lying on bed now with my big big tommy...toking to lovely friends on msn...feeling contented....i call this happiness...

like when u are sad...someone buy you chocolate flavour ice cream and eat wif u...
when u feeling cold...cover yourself in blanket...drink hot hot mother cooked soup...
when u had a very very tiring day...get showered...or spa...rot on the sofa watching tv eating tibbets...
i call those happiness too...

ok pls dun get misunderstood tat all my happiness is about food...
my point is...
happiness is something v simple...
when u wake up in the morning...u realise u are healthy...
can walk can talk can see...never short of a leg or an arm...is already a bliss...
and all your loved ones are still around...healthy...
and u know no matter where u go and what you do...your family/friends/bf /gf will always support you...and guide you thru all the difficulties...
whenever u feeling down...u can always find someone to turn to...
when you are happy...you have someone to laugh wif you...share all the hopeless jokes...
when you are angry...you have someone to complain to and Gossip/bitchy wif...
and when u have the condition to do the things you love to do...etc.
all the simple simple things are happiness...

but sometimes we tend to ignore all the happy things...we stuck ourselves in all the negativities... we ignore our loved ones to chase something doesn't belong to us...
we feeling jealous over other ppl...but we forget we are not them...their happiness might not be ours...
we pushed oursevles so hard jus to achieve something that wunt last forever...
we angry with ourselves for all kinds of stupid reasons...
we always find our lives are miserable without realising how lucky we acually are...
maybe life is really not simple...
like we always got alot things to worried about...
school...work...dreams...friendship...relationship...family prob....balabala...
no matter what...we should just treat ourselves nicer...
and everything will be easier=)

don't take things too seriously...cause we only have 1 lifetime...rmb to enjoy...
and be yourself...

yea things always sound easier than do...but sometimes...jus a little efford...a little encourage will do...=)

i love my parents / friends / Terence Then=)
thanks for accepting me for who i am...the love and support...jus simply thanks for EVERYTHING.
thanks for being my happiness=)

2008-08-22T00:53:00.005+08:00

jia you everyone=)
in dance...in study...in work...in r/s...in friendship...
everything...
jia you jia you jia you jia you!!!!
fighting~!!!!
hehe=)

Posh-Beatx~~(posh bites combined wif Fbeatx) hahaha
we really had lotssss of fun in all the "inefficient" trainings hahaa
lets have a great show on coming weekend hehe...love ya girls=)
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8 more days...
i miss you=)

2008-08-19T00:59:00.003+08:00

stay postive n be happy.
how i wish it's jus as easy as it sounds...

im seriously quite mentally tired over wat has been happening recently...
n i keep on questioning myself why?
how did all these things happen?
y is everything become so complicated?
maybe jus like wad my accounting lecturer always say :
"life is nt that simple"
yea 100% agree...

2008-08-16T01:19:00.003+08:00

sometimes i wondering....
sometimes i doubt...
sometimes i miss...
sometimes i forget...
sometimes i understand...
sometimes i dun...
sometimes i try...
sometimes i jus give up...

but somehow.......
i would still like to believe........
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im jus a little tired now...
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but at least ahboy is back=)

2008-08-15T00:43:00.008+08:00

wooohoooo~~my 1st mid term test is over~~nt as difficult as i tot it would be la~lol
most prob can pass la *proud....ehhhhh yea i think can la.......ehhhh hopefully.....lolol
i feel so released now~~
but...
more projs n exams are coming...sigh...

anw have been working as part timer in ann's company for the past few days...the job was super simple n pretty fun...as in fun when u working wif alot friends...esp when we having the small "competition" hahaha~
at least i enjoyed myself..altho all of them complains tat they can finish the job faster without me.. -_-"

tmr is friday~~~yeah~~friday friday friday~~
hehehehehehehe~~=)=)=)
n i gt school from 930am - 5pm~~great~~~lololol

i miss u =)